Monday, March 21, 2011
A couple of days after the accident I was getting ready for a run, and wondered what it would feel like not having Diesel by my side. As I laced up my runners, an enormous transparent silvery pink heart-shaped balloon appeared above me, with both Diesel and Michael suspended inside, smiling and exuding peaceful loving energy. That heart hovered above me for the entire run, and I understood that both of them would always be with me, albeit in a different form. Then, on the morning of Michael's service, as I was meditating, the heart appeared again. I had been asking for all three to please share their strength, and help me through this day. This time, I saw that the heart had been stretched on one side and made even bigger to allow Kelly to join them there! It was such a beautiful and powerful image for me to hold on to, not only for that day, but for all those yet to come.