I recently had a heartfelt conversation with someone very close to Kelly. He spoke about the bewilderment he often feels when reflecting upon the fact that she is gone. I understand. He commented that occasionally he will look over at his roommate, tilt his head and exclaim, "Really?". One little word representing the mind-boggling thought - Did all that craziness actually happen? Then laughter. Again, I understand. Head tilt. Really? Laughter. A confused kind of laughter. Releasing stress. Helping the body cope while the brain keeps trying to make sense of something that makes no sense.