Friday, September 28, 2012
Sitting cross-legged on the outdoor sofa, composing a passage for my book. Inching closer towards publication; the twin energies of passion and heartbreak my constant companions. While running in the canyon earlier in the day, reiterating to Michael my desire that he stay close. To bolster my spirit, and continue assisting me with this work. Now, fleshing out a piece regarding the shared floral arrangement on display at both his and Kelly's services. Taking me back to those two very difficult days. Ten minutes into this process, noticing a hummingbird approaching the nearby feeder. Then, watching in amazement as it continued flying straight past the feeder, making its way under the glass roof, towards the French doors. Following a direct path, there and back, in a stop-and-start fashion. Parallel to the couch, within arm's reach, the entire time. Before leaving the enclosed space, turning towards me, and hovering close to my face. Pausing there for quite some time, indulging me in a tête-à-tête. Then, returning to the trees. Leaving me filled with awe and gratitude. Over the course of the afternoon, repeatedly returning to check on me. Each time, stopping in close proximity for several moments, before flying away. Another unique experience reassuring me of the universe's support. This exquisite one-to-one encounter a magical response to my original request.