Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Sense of Unease
It began a few days ago. This underlying sense of unease. Anticipating the first anniversary of my son's death. Not dwelling on it but definitely feeling anxious. Surprised to discover this heightened emotional state beginning already. The actual date still three weeks away. Reassuring myself that like the difficult days that have gone before, this too shall pass. Contemplating meaningful ways for our family to mark the occasion. A part of me wishing I could already be on the other side of that weighted day.