Sunday, May 5, 2013
We could not have asked for more perfect weather for the year's first visit to the cabin - just shy of midway through spring, we enjoyed a taste of summer. My husband and I appreciated the three glorious days of bathing suit weather and meals on the beach. A lovely mix of outdoor work and play - attending opening day at the farmer's market, cycling along the channel, rowing around the lake, and yoga on the dock, interspersed with tending to maintenance chores and general cleanup of the property. Within this perfection, grief continued to be my constant companion throughout each day - it does not take a vacation. The daily challenge of ensuring that sadness does not gain a strong foothold is always present but being up at the cabin continues to be more difficult than being at home - I hope this will not always be the case because it is so beautiful there. Out for a run on the back roads this morning, through acres of wild flowers, amid a symphony of bird songs, I was having trouble shaking off the sadness which was threatening to prevail. Then, halfway along the route, Michael and Kelly's larger than life smiling faces appeared, side by side. Their sparkling eyes met mine, sending me encouragement and cheering me on. I could feel the love and support emanating from them. My sadness lifted and joy filtered in as I happily returned their smiles.