Monday, December 24, 2012
Love and Gratitude
Two stockings now hang by the fireplace, my husband's and mine. After some discussion, we decided to reinstate this tradition, having given it a pass last year. There is some ambivalence here for me; I am glad that we are brave enough to try this out, but experience a pang in my heart each time I notice the one that is not here. Much of today will be spent lovingly preparing Christmas Eve dinner for the sixteen of us celebrating here tonight. However, there is also time set aside for meditation this afternoon, ensuring that I connect on that deeper level with my son. Later, two special candles will be lit - ones standing sentry beside a photo of Michael and Kelly. And as these emotionally charged days unfold, I will continue to focus on gratitude and the abundance of love. This is what nourishes me and enables joy to shine through.