Monday, May 28, 2012
Sitting here in the dark. Well after midnight now. Writing by the light of two small candles glowing beside my son's picture on the shelf. Earlier this evening, enjoying a leisurely family dinner here. With everyone pitching in. A few hours later, the girls, their husbands, the baby, and my friend all going home. Now still experiencing that familiar bittersweet state. Pleasure tinged with sadness. Present from the planning and preparation right through to the clean up. Lingering in my heart long after. Every time. Recognizing it earlier this afternoon. While walking along the river trail. The notion, "My heart breaks many times a day," presenting itself. Aptly describing ones such as this.